Angels and Demons

Hello little Lego people. I was sitting in the garden these holidays playing with an earthworm and thinking about y’all as a collective. I’ve been on this book journey for fifteen years but only began marketing and joined social media recently for many complicated reasons that I will not bore you with. What is not boring, however, are the analytics that have resulted from my presence on the various platforms. The analytics tell me how many Lego people are interested in what I’m doing, how old they are, their gender, their nationality, and exactly what and how they browse on my website.

The only thing I knew for sure when I began this process was that I had no idea who my readers were. I was correct. If I’d made little bubbles of target markets of little Lego people those of you most likely reading this article would have been absolutely last on the list—after pink-eyed possums and one-legged kangaroos. Stone cold last. I humbly admit that I was wrong and welcome you to this journey. Don’t panic, I will not out you. It can be our little secret. My work is after all food for the soul; so much better than por… oops I mean popcorn.

I promise to be as serious as possible throughout this post because my sources told me that you are a serious group looking for serious material that is not available anywhere else. Yes, this is true. Not even the world’s mightiest esoteric orders and dominant churches have my resources. Happily, that is why I have chosen to do what I do. I get profound joy from serving you and feeding you spiritually. I see which books and articles you gravitate towards immediately, and you all have the same patterns. I had no idea you were so hungry for this information. I feel I must apologize for not getting to it a while ago. You have been patient.

I am going to deviate a little before I jump into Angels and Demons, because I always deviate—being a woman and all. I know the world has changed a lot and it’s currently mighty confusing. You feel as if something is being lost or at least becoming hazy. Rest assured, it is returning. Work like mine is making sure of that. Although my universal role is a masculine one, I go about my work in an extraordinarily feminine way. I work intricately with the divine feminine. I, myself, can be boyish but am all girl at the heart of it, like a pink pig rolling in petals. Although recently I became so obsessed with wiggling my own porky trotters that I nearly missed the biggest lesson in love this world has ever given me. It was delivered unknowingly by a person whom you know and is most definitely an adult alpha male. I write about it here: LOVE. Feel better?

Our soul journeys are reflected in the Ouroboros symbol of a dragon-snake swallowing its own tail. (Usually in a perfect circle.) We are all on never-ending discoveries that repeat in infinitely more complex ways as we spiral up the pyramid of consciousness. I don’t communicate from a place of knowing better, I communicate from a place somewhere along my snakey journey to remind you of what you already know. I am not more qualified than another to write what I do, but I write to remind you all that you too are qualified.

Excuse me for the staccato style that follows, it’s the only real way I can communicate so much profundity in writing in such a small space. Also, my sources on this subject are intense and curt; they never mess around. This is a heavy and complicated topic. I am told that is what you are looking for. If anyone can construct endless pages of weighty complexity, it is me. But I would prefer to keep this chat as a single article. I can do extrapolating articles in future. Get yourself something to drink, find a comfy spot to recline, take a few breaths and concentrate. We are going deep.

1. The Kingdom of God

Yes, God is real. God is a thing and yet no-thing. It does not have anthropomorphic features or gender. God exists as a paradox—the mystery of mysteries. God is eternal and yet fleeting. God exists within us and within everything we know and yet remains ever-separate and aloof. God exists because of us, but we couldn’t exist without God. God is all-forgiving if a soul asks for forgiveness and means it with every fiber of their being. However, God’s forgiveness does not abnegate kharma. Kharma will still be enacted in exact measure according to a non-personal rebalancing process which has nothing to do with “the G”. God does not discriminate in any way but responds energetically to love. You cannot fool it; it’s not a person. If you approach its throne and it does not respond, or worse, if it shrinks back, it means a soul does not contain love and is not likely capable of love. That soul will be eliminated. (Yes, cosmic executions happen but more on that at another time.)

God is extremely vulnerable, and its throne—the only real place of tangible access—remains permanently encircled by Angels. God needs to be protected so much that everything else does God’s will for it. There are a group of overlords who run things in the cosmos, and then the rest of us all have job descriptions. God exists as the highest entity in the multiverse and cannot be contained. Nothing and no-one can exist above God. It is energetically impossible.

You don’t need to believe in God for God to exist, or for God to love you unconditionally.

Yes, God knows everything but then the entire multiverse knows everything since it is recorded in hologrammatic codes in the Tree of Life. The tree is the multiversal super-computer containing an optic strand for every soul. (Perhaps I will extrapolate on this in future.) God doesn’t control, direct, intervene, or make plans according to our understanding as humans. Since LIFE is the process of Love in Freedom of Expression, the exercising of free will on Earth is all-important. God expresses itself through us. We co-create with God to make love manifest. It doesn’t make sense that everything is laid out before our lives begin; or what would be the purpose of life? Most of us incarnate with an overall life plan that we have put together ourselves, but it is a blueprint only, not a commandment set in stone.

There is an actual place known as the Kingdom of God, albeit an ethereal place. Yes, it is full of puffy pink clouds, Unicorns, Angels, White Lions, and other wonderful creatures and highly ascended souls. Yes, you will find Yeshua (Jesus) there, as well as Mo. 1 (Moses), Mo. 2 (Muhammad), and loads of other religious and spiritual figures and saints. Yes, you can get there if you do the work. There is a living list of souls permitted entry. The caveat is that it’s a one-way ticket and you cannot return to lower levels of the cosmic spiritual hierarchy. It’s forever. Leave your shoes and your soul-ego at the door.

I am not a part of the Kingdom of God, but I go there often for meetings. It’s trippy, and sometimes difficult to leave. A bunch of the overlords stand on the edge watching everything. “The Gang.”

Heaven is not really a place but rather a state of being. You can be in heaven in life on Earth or when you cross to the other side, regardless of which level of the spiritual planes you are a part of. (I explain more about these levels as well as the cosmic hierarchy in a forthcoming book.) You can even be in a state of heaven when you are part of the creeping, crawling, deeply dark Underworld. Yes, it exists.

God is different from those running the Underworld because it makes deals. It ratifies soul contracts, as well as compacts. These agreements are still few in number amongst humans because it takes long, hard work to get to the level where an arrangement with God becomes appropriate. A contract is considered a work-in-progress agreement whereas a compact is considered a fait accompli—it is already done. Yeshua concluded a compact with God during the whole crucifixion ordeal when he was unconscious. He returned to complete his life, but when he died of old age and crossed-over, God snapped him up like a beaked turtle and spat him out into its Kingdom.

(No, he didn’t die on the cross. My Story explains it all. I am told the Catholic Church is gasping to get its hands on the details of this Compact. Of course, they can’t. Yes, I know the contents. Truth is far, far stranger than fiction in any universe.)

It is true that God chose Yeshua, and a long time before his life in the Holy Land to boot. But it is also true that God has chosen others—many others—and some highly unexpected, suspicious sorts as well. The suspicious sorts are the only ones not permitted into the Kingdom of God, usually because they have putrid, irredeemable kharma. These souls are technically on “the list” but they can’t go into the Kingdom in practice and so continue to exist on other planes where they won’t scare us. These dodgy souls often have long histories of creating evil and chaos in the multiverse, but when they truly repent and come before God for forgiveness, it is done. They hand their blackened souls over to the highest energy we know in order to serve the light. God being God, twiddles in joy. God loves us light-workers, but it gets a particular thrill from gaining a convertee.

I currently have a complicated feeling towards God. We have an active contract, and I know that God loves and adores me, but I am rather pissed off about something it did a few millennia ago. At the time I tried completely unsuccessfully to rectify the matter because I thought it was a mistake. God doesn’t make mistakes, and I needed to accept it. I was furious. When I thought back to the beginning of the whole story in question, I realized I had known the outcome all along but was really battling to live with it all. I can’t tell you what happened except that God basically flipped something on its head and pulled the rug out from underneath us. I took it personally, but I am working on forgiveness. I just get a little chewy from time to time and swear a lot.

If you don’t believe in God, then try and get to Africa and find yourself a baby hippo out of the water. If you don’t fall in love with its adorable rubbery rotundness immediately there is something wrong with you. You might still not believe in God, but at least you would have seen a baby hippo.

2. The Names of those who should not be Named

Before I get to the Underworld, I am eager to clear up a whole lot of misconceptions little Lego people have regarding the names of the bad guys. Let’s list them out.

Lucifer: was only mentioned in the Bible once by name. He is a magnificent Angel whose journey is misunderstood. I have written a book for him called Lucifer: the Story of a Descended Angel because he chose to leave the Angelic Realm to assist humanity. He wasn’t kicked out.

Samael: is another gorgeous Angel who poodles around the multiverse helping in a huge way. I write about him more here: Samael vs Lucifer.

Satan: is not an energy or an entity or anything scary at all. Satan is a bastardization of the word Saturn. In astrology the planet Saturn is symbolic of extremely hard work, structure, and long, hard lessons. The religious dudes who put the religious texts together way back decided to change the word and eliminate astrology from religion. Whatever, assholes.

The Devil: Again, this is not an energy or an entity but is Lived backwards. (Like evil is live backwards.) It simply means the undoing of life and reversed evolution, or devolution. Not an ideal concept, but it’s also not a big, bad red guy with pointy horns, a sharp little tail, and a goat beard. (Seriously people, goats are amazing, leave them alone.)

Belial: is a real entity. He is the demon king (note: no title case for demons). Belial rules the Underworld and has many generals and deputy generals and many demonic underlings. He was created by seriously scary energies in pure darkness for the purpose of exacting evil on life. The darkness I am referring to here is not the opposite of light, which is a part of us all. It is the sludge that exists when you cross the Light-divide well below the spiritual hierarchy. A place I would not recommend you go unless you know what you are doing.

[This is where I would have put an image of Belial, except let’s get real, I cannot possibly post a picture of a real, live demon. Me being me. The demon above is an imaginary one. Belial looks exactly how you know he looks. We all know him; he is cosmically famous. He is very tall and strong with broad shoulders. He has no hair but rather two lines of horns extending along the ridges on either side of his forehead towards his neck. The horns grow from the back and push to the front so the ones at the front are largest. Just like a shark. He has high cheekbones and cartilaginous ridges on his face. His eyes are dark and beady, his teeth are pointy. But no tail. He is the most terrifying-looking motherfucker you have ever seen. I’m no longer allowed to call him ugly because it hurts his feelings. Yes, demons have feelings. We will get to that.]

Beezlebub: I have no f*cking idea who or what this is except it appears a lot in the Bible. It sounds ridiculous. I’m sure the assholes just made it up.

Mammon: is a bastardization of Memnon the Snake God. Great guy, albeit an enormous black snake. I talk about him in my books A Memory of Flight and The Book of Life, because he is multiversally a really big deal, he pops up again in a forthcoming book.

All and any other names you know refer to evil dudes and dudesses fall under one of these headings. You may have an image in your head, as well as a name, of a particularly fiendish creature. This is most likely to be something working under Belial in the Underworld. 

3. The Underworld

Hell isn’t a place. Like heaven, it is a state of existence. We can enter hell many times on Earth in a lifetime. I know how this feels. Sometimes we enter hell through our own actions and thoughts—through an overzealous ego—and sometimes we enter hell through circumstances and no fault of our own. The statements, “There are no accidents; everything happens for a reason,” are entirely false. (Complete bullshit if I’m honest.) Therefore, it is critical we help others in dire circumstances beyond their own control. For reasons I may not mention, the Earth is currently a breeding ground for errant souls, including demons, to run riot. Although kharmically no soul plans to go through anything beyond its existential limitations, there is so much chaos here and now that many souls are having unplanned experiences in turmoil. Do not turn away, it’s a shared responsibility to help.

The Underworld is where demons live. These are not the daemons I write about in my books, which are simply mythological figures, but real, live souls who identify as children of the demon king, Belial. There are plenty of unpleasant souls in other parts of the multiverse but by this stage in our evolution they are under a type of house-arrest on various planets, and in various planetary systems. They may not leave because they have been, and continue to be, very naughty and disruptive to the multiversal peace process.

Demons may join and leave their community as they please, but they are extremely lazy and tend to just mooch around doing nothing in particular. The most they ever do is incarnate, and they are currently primarily able to do this on Earth, because our energies here are still in flux. Most other planetary systems will spit them out. The only way we can catch them is through incarnation, and even then, they are slippery and often manage to evade us. After incarnation we can put them through the kharmic testing and judgement process, but we can’t pluck them randomly from their demon den to prosecute them. The multiverse is an exhaustively bureaucratic and just place.

Both Angels and Demons are a significant part of life on Earth. Happily, the number of Angels involved in project Earth monumentally out-ways the number of demons that pop in. Both have human bodies but Angelic, or alternatively demonic, souls. Neither can help it by the way. It’s what they were born as. They may, however, swop sides. Soul free will is a real thing. The Underworld does not make deals or sign contracts; they don’t have the impetus or administrative resources to be so formal.

No Devil + No Hell + No Contracts = You cannot sell your soul to the Devil (You can’t sell your soul, period.)

You can only choose which side to serve: the light side (pick me!) or the dark side. There is a cosmic Light-divide, like the Earth’s equator. It’s a point where the brilliance from God’s throne pales to dusk and the shadows begin. If you keep going deeper and deeper into the darkness you will eventually find the Underworld. It’s so far removed that, even if you have been there before on many occasions, you start to believe it can’t be real. Eventually, you come upon it and know it is surely real. There are very few working on our side (the Light side, obviously) who ever dare to cross this line. I have to cross it often, for meetings and assessments. The demons lounge around staring at me, their beady eyes following me as I pass through the caverns and passages of their world.

I only ever meet with the big cheeses of course, specifically certain generals. Yes, we have to meet with them and take their plans into consideration when we are rolling out ours. No, I cannot tell you why, but if you knew the reason you would be accepting of it. Demons don’t have a hierarchy like ours, they are too lazy. They are generally disorganized and chaotic and not at all self-motivated. The generals and deputy generals kick the underlings around to make them move. Belial remains on his throne, sitting diagonally, with his left leg over the side of the throne and his right leg stretched onto the floor at an angle, with a mighty big smirk on his face. Belial has been king of his world for an extortionately long time. When he grew into an adult demon he went on a rampage of such violence and malevolence, and for so long, that no other demon has managed to attain his level of evil. They stand in awe of his gruesome résumé, but being so thoroughly sedentary, Belial knows that no demon alive can ever supplant him as demon king.

This brings me round to recruitment on Earth. Angels don’t recruit humans because they work quietly and continuously, often in relative isolation. They don’t need much help. Demons don’t initiate recruitment at first because of their indolence, and the fact that they are profoundly insular and self-obsessed. If, as a human, you want to join their side, you really need to be asking for it, repeatedly. They need to have something thrown in their way until they can’t ignore it anymore. Demons can be spotted in life on Earth because they often form groups, gangs, or families, and work together making mischief. Since they have very little real drive, spontaneity, or courage, they rely on one another in a pack mentality and rarely leave their comfort zones. Their stickiness, and the bad energy that formulates around them, are the first and clearest indicators of their presence, and these pockets of evil can be avoided. You will find the servants of the Underworld in most countries throughout the world and across social classes, although they do tend to coalesce at particular times in particular places and send out a telepathic honing signal to their kind to join them. They are virtually useless alone. 

Demons have also learnt to sometimes avoid direct incarnation because it subjects them to the judgement process. The little fuckers discovered how to create demon portals around Earth through which their souls can pass into human bodies. I know this to be absolutely true. I don’t care if you don’t believe me. If there is anything of which I am sure, it’s this. Don’t panic. Demons are polite, and you will need to invite them in. I suggest you don’t, because it will ultimately be your kharma on the line resulting from all the things they make you do, not theirs. They can read your soul and will promise you irresistible things. Remember that they can’t really deliver on their promises in the long-term, and what you do receive will be transient and turn to ash in your hands. The damage to your soul can be irreparable. Little fucklings.

Angels who don’t incarnate can also pass into us, or work directly through us, or with us, but being Angels, they do this gently and for the highest good of all. Angels don’t offer an exchange or reward of any kind for working with them. Your alignment with the light, and with God, will be all the return your soul needs in lieu of your service. I personally am no Angel, but they work through me an immense amount and are always with me. Loads and loads of them.

Why are demons allowed to exist in God’s multiverse? Well, that is an interesting story. It would begin with where they came from but because that’s a long story including the Creation, it’s not for now. There are a lot of things and souls in God’s cosmos I would prefer did not exist, but they do, and there is nothing I can do about it. Skipping to the middle of the demons’ tale:  a while back we were ready to obliterate them and their grisly home. They had clocked up so much devastation that we agreed they must go. I had my finger on the death button since I am known multiversally to be alarmingly trigger-happy. (There are valid reasons for my enthusiasm.) Then out of nowhere, “Bing-Bong”. 

At the metaphysical door to the light side was a contingent of demons. We are nothing if not civilized and heard them out.

“You cannot destroy us.”

“Why?”

“Because we can demonstrate love, and so would stand the test before God.”

“Prove it.”

It was true. They demonstrated love: sometimes of themselves, of one another, of certain things, and in rare instances and inexplicably, of God.

I quivered with my finger hovering above the button. They were right. According to the Universal Laws of Love, we were compelled to allow them to exist. I drew back, desperately disappointed.

And so, the battle of light and dark continues—not simply Angels vs Demons but all things and creatures working on our side of the line against everything across the divide. Of course, there are many who choose to live in the shadows, not picking a side, but invariably gaining benefit from both. Shadowlands are not a good place to exist, by the way. Kharmically, it is a disaster ground. You have been warned…

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I will leave you munchkins with some soul popcorn to munch on until my next article.

Yes, I meet with Belial. No, not in the Underworld because there he has the upper-claw. We meet in neutral territory in which he is allowed. Demons do not have free movement because their energy vibration is very low so they are often getting spat out of places. Belial is very entertaining and makes me laugh. No, we are not friends, nor will we ever be. I am very familiar with his résumé. I’ve had to study it in detail and watch the holograms of his lives a lot. Nobody else can do this; they start vomiting or fainting (in an ephemeral sense). Yes, it’s really, really bad. It’s the reason I do not allow material or movies in my home that constitute horror or unnecessary violence. (James Bond stuff is fine.)

Sometimes when we meet, I feel Belial’s face or play with his horns. The little ones that grow from the back are almost cute. The ridges on his face are kind of rubbery and interesting. He likes it. When Belial went on his tantrum of terror all that while ago, we had no idea how to stop him. The horror escalated and we needed to intervene. But just when we were putting a plan together there was a deathly silence across incarnated life. Belial had stopped of his own accord. We didn’t trust it and waited for him to start up again, which he never did. We waited and planned, and planned and waited, but Belial was finished being wicked. He had run himself out. You see, little Lego people, the secret is that there is nothing on the other side of evil; no revelation behind the darkness. It is empty and unnervingly lonely. However, behind the light side is God; which keeps on giving and creating, living and loving. The deeper you dig on the “right” side of the Light-divide the more you will receive. Even demons are now understanding this.

It was sometime after the conclusion of Belial’s rampage that I was sidling idly through the heavens minding my own business, when out of the blue, “Bing-Bong”. It was Belial…    

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Right, deep breath, it’s all over for now. Try to take some time to mosey about your garden or go for a walk. At the very least jiggle around your living room. Jiggle your whole self. Release the energy. Just reading about this stuff makes it stick to you. It’s important because it’s all true and you know it. Your body knows truth and it has considerable gravity. Jiggle. Wiggle. Release it before you go back into real life.

So serious, enquiring ducklings, now I know who you are, really, I think you have some requests. I also think you are tentative to make them. You are welcome to DM me on my social media platforms or email me (see website). No need to be shy, I only bite occasionally, and then you need to be a lot closer. My book topics are lined up for a while, but I am happy to put together other material for you instead, or perhaps incorporate some extra stuff into my future books. Don’t worry, I will not tell anyone who you are little Lego people, or what you are curious about. Since my secrets are safe with you, your secrets are safe with me.